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MY CONCERT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!

And yes, I did cry. =] They did a song that I have a GREAT deal of emotional attachment to, it got me through ALOT of drama with an old friend, and so when I heard them start, i cried.

I had absolutely NO control over it. =] Oh Coheed. I have never been considered "obsessive" of a band before, but I most certainly am now.

I would have posted this sooner, but I've been crazy busy this week. which is a good thing. um..

Oh and an update on my house. Well, we managed to get the now required $30,000. but the bank is now giving us hell on that.

hmm.. Im sad that my subscription- or, Premium Membership is soon over, and I will most likely not upgrade it, just because I am never on here any more, I have been keeping all the arts to myself. Mainly because the few people who ever actually show interest in my art, i talk to on one messaging system or another.

=] I just got back from breakfast with Alexis, and I'm gonna start on getting ready now for tonight and tomorrow. =] its gonna be fun!

TTYAL!

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Bad News

We only have 2 weeks left until the single most Horrible day could possibly come. Because the government has no compassion, and no care for those who truly need help. For all the people out there who cheat the systems, and make it so that people who NEED the systems help cannot get it, I hate you.

You will all die rotten. and I hope you do so painfully. I blame you for the loss of my home.

Good News

Tonight, Tomorrow, Tomorrow Night, and TuesDAY, is left until the greatest moment of my current lifeline is reached, with Alexis.

=] Oh Coheed how my heart beats for you.

Other than That

Between the two, I'm certainly happier than sad, only because the initial shock of it PROBABLY hasn't set in yet. I'm not quite sure what we are going to to save it, if we can.

I have received no assistance from any of the sources I asked. =/ I'm a little freaked.

But.. oh well.

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TADA! haha no thats how i was saying today. TO DAYYYYYY!!! TA DAAAA!!

haha anyway today has been absolutely fabulous.

Woke up at 6:00 Got ready, Grabbed Crystal, Was at the ranch by 7:30. We road through all new places for the most part.

We went through a trail we found on Monday, awesome little trail, then we went a different way at the end, well, not the end, but close, sorta.. not really. haha, and we went baaackkkk into the field, like, so far, we couldnt even seeeeee civilization. <3 Beautiful Desert it can be.

Then we kinda came back, and went through a towny part, and we were following along one street, and i went OMG CRYSTAL ITS JESSE! and shes like WTF No. And i said NO NO NO LOOK CAMALOT MOVERS! and so we got all squeally, scurried across the street, and strut over by him and his co workers. haha, but we didnt want it to be obvious that we were just over there to see jesse, so we just rode by and said hi sorta, little word exchange here and there. and thennn we got lost.

YAAY!

Soooo we are trailing through this ravine, and we could see some houses WAYYY up on the hills, and so we were following this little river bed that reminds us of another trail we call the Barbi Trail, only because whenever we are on the "Barbi Trail" we are ALWAYS giggling like mad little candy poppers. and all of a sudden we hear a noise, REALLY LOUD! Crystal screamed, OH FUCK, and Took off, I backed up about three steps, And BOLTED!

Fuckin Rattler. =] Scared. I went up on a hill that had NOTHING around it, and was watching all sides of the hill making sure nothing came up, and I could hear crystal moving through the brush, but the bushes were so tall, that you cant fuckin see anything! So then she goes "Brittany?!" and i said, Look up! and then she saw me. so we found our way AROUND the rattler back to each other. She got down, checked the horses legs JUST TO be safe.

And then we started giggling. Omg that was so fuckin terrifying. and I am SO glad I can willingly Gallop now (Cuz im still fairly new, and I finally got myself comfortable enough in the saddle, I Galloped for the first time on Monday. And i cried. Because it was so SO euphoric. You don't even know, unless you've done it). and I CANT BELIEVE THAT I DIDNT SEE HIM and bahahahahaha!

Sooo we went around, and we spotted him again, and he rattled at us, we watched him as he just stared at us, and we booked it. We wanted OUT of the brush. Found our way up a path that lead to one of the Semi Main roads.

Hahaha! it was SO.. I dont even have words for it. I was terrified, but I was so SO happy afterward. it was such a fun little adventure, Definately dont want to relive it. BUT it was great!

Just like when i Fell off another horse Last month. Banged up pretty good, but still mounted him, and took off. =]

MAN! Gosh that was fun. After that We went back to the Ranch, washed the horses down to help cool them off, she Washed Comet, her Dads horse, hung out a little bit, and then we left. Called work, No work for mesa today, they already had it all under control, Annnnd. now it was Noon, and we had nothing to do.

SO! WE got all done up, and took off to the mall. MY CAR IS READY! so we went and got my car, went to walmart, went to another store, went back to the shop, haha, funny funny me. and then FINALLY went to the mall. Got some pretty smelly stuff, we got lunch went to the park for lunch, and then it was 530. and i took her home. I came home, and YAAY!

My new shower head is in. =] Took a shower, loved it, Love the new loufa I have!!!!!!!

Eeee. Today was an amazing day! can't wait to do it all again. <3

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Has been hell.

Some Family Drama that I unintentionally caused, not necessary to go into detail about.

My house.

Mm Yesterday I almost lost my pinky finger. A Brittany Spaniel by the name of Sadie, tried to eat it. I bled ALL over like someone had just ran their knife through an artery. and now its all icky and sore. The lady didn't even say she was sorry, nor tip me. BUT SHE DID COMPLAIN about the time it took for me to groom her dog.

Fucking BITCH.

Heat is unbearable. And only getting worse.

My car has been gone for almost 2 weeks now. =[ I miss her so much. But she should be ready again soon. >[

Okay, typing is starting to bother my hand. Im gonna get back to what im doing. Bleh.

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I cant believe how heartless people are today.

I need to find a way to raise 16K by August 1st. Or else I have no home.

If anyone has any way of helping. Please do. I know its not a good time for anyone, I really do.

But if by any chance you have any way of helping me. I'm on my hands and knees begging you in tears. I really need it.

I will do whatever I can to make it up to you.

Thanks.

Brittany